Where is the Place Where Everyone is Happy?

I am often lost.  I wish I was not so lost

I had 2 baby girls that I loved

Then I had one girl

And one girl who was lost

I wish it was easy to say that I gave one girl away to some place where that girl found another place where she was happier

It is not easy for a mother to give her child away ... even to a happy place

She wants very badly to give her child the space to be happy

It is the most difficult thing this mother has ever done ...